i guess you never realise how much life means until you get to a situation where it could be taken away from you and everything that you know and love so dearly can be so easily taken away from you .



thats what i seem to be getting told a lot today by all the patients and what not .
having work experience this week and what not at westmead (: WOOT WOOT . got put into the oncology and the palliative ward - if you dont understand , go google it up cause i ceebs to answer [ something related to cancer haha]

oncology
never talked to so many people in my life . and so many inspirational people who have impact me so much . made so many new friends and it was soooo amazing how happy al the people were and how they just spilt their entire lives out to me haha (:
i love my little ward .

tomorrow's palliative ward . and honestly i'm kinda freaking
found out my pure accident and coincidence that i actually know someone in that ward - and guise if you knew what tha ward is like . . honestly you dont want to know what the ward means .
yeah i nearly just stood there and cried . . the person always looked so happy and pulled the biggest smile whenever they saw me and to see them in such a condition was heartbreaking . .

like this hungarian woman said to me - enjoy life because it just runs away from you without you knowing .
ngawww and the cutest lady whos like OVER 90 and walked crazy fast o.o and she has the littlest but of demensia
and she said i was too happy for black nail polish . and she said i was pretty . wanted to hug her to bits she was so adorable and sweet .
and my lovely lady friend (: who talked about everything hehe <3
i love my ward <3

did i tell yáll about the cutuest little teddy that i got given as a little pressie ?? 8)
the chaplin came around , spreading her love , and came up and talked to me when i was with penny and gave me the teddy , saying that now someone was praying for me <3 ngaww . made me feel so delighted .

signed out at like 3:15 in the end and met up with the others .
LADYYYLORD RAVIE 8) some guy on the street trying to hit on her or something eh ? (; LOOOOL

eating gravy and chips with mluk at dg afterwards  . . and FINALLY SEEING LISA AGAINNN 8) ohh my babyy <3



too tired . my feet are cramping up . wtf ):


bar me all you want . i'm happy (:



yeahh devin . dedis tomorrow night (;
 oh LOOOOOK you got a mention :P
i knowww the truth about you (;


going to wake up early to catch the train .
going to star gaze tonight . can't sleep ><



thank you for always being here for me and listening to all my rubbish and everything (:
and your random advice ahahaha
means a lot . thankkk you




off to fulfill my tim tam cravin 8) the dark chocolate one hehe

ciao







<3

It's too cold outside
For angels to fly
An angel will die
Covered in white
Closed eyeAnd hoping for a better life
This time, we'll fade out tonight
Straight down the line