Best day thus far :P love that word thus . .


Firstly
Congratulations to my darlingg sis for finishing high school . Officially :) now you can officially tell mum about you know who :)
You cute thing <3 Promise I'll celebrate and shout you after SC !! I love you angel :) xx Summit was damn frikkin good :) Back of the bus d&ms as Annabel called it ^^ Anna pat and Rachel luvoing in the back and explaining to Annabel Ye concept of luvoing :P Haha Love d&ming with my gorgee sis Training at like 6 something which nayummy and shobhana and Patpat didn't catch in the end :( Fun memories and nostalgia . Ah those were the days 8) Saw Vincent o.o hadn't in like years !! Since primary haha he looked absolutely the same :P Loved the speeches . US ambassador ! And immigration minister and Jessica Watson o.o was not expecting anyone well known like that There was this guy , tim kenyworthy , who was really funny and had the worlds coolest PowerPoint :) a really inspirational guy i must say AND hes young and done so much with his life !! I'll give you the vid after ~ So damn funny . But now I'm left wondering whether I want to go and do a gap year or to go to Ethiopia and what not in my after hsc holidays . Looks like an AMAZING opportunity ^^ and I've always wanted to go . Just not sure when :) Just seem to be rearranging my plans for the future . Then Jessica spoke and her speech was really inspirational too :) just sometimes you just have to take a leap and kinda delve really deep in your dreams and passions :) OMG then hattons phone started ringing and he turned crimson x3 soooo adorable haha Anyway I guess her story touched me a lot too . She's even doing all this stuff on poverty now which is AMAZINGG ^^ Bus ride was like two hours long thanks to the accident on the bridge >< sucks to be those people who got off at central thinking train-ing would be shorter :D
Long bus trip and Abi laughed like a sped And the whole train was like o.o
More chit chat d&ming and talking about everything under the moon with Ivie mluk and the usual othersss
Haven't had so much fun and been so happy in a reallyy longtime :)
Thank you guys . I love y'all <3


Train home was cute x3
Saw cute little guy and my darling daughter turned red x3 Ngaw love you beebs <3


Freakish timing . Got to station and walked over to talked to Ben lol
And saw crystal on the way :)
Chit chat . Mind fuck when I saw his brother and remembered thinking they were one person ^^"
I'm rather confident on my 500$$ bet 8) mwahaha
Yes I shall be a hot bike chick :P

I want motorbike NOOOOW !! :(
Damn I can't wait 8)


Lots of d&ms today :)
Just wanted to say - no matter what you think no one is ever going to be possibly or of your league !! You are one gorgeous babe !! Never let anyone tell you otherwise or even dare let yourself think that !!
And yes a tight sis said to me . You chose that person out of EVERYONE so there's a special connection between you two . I think if its worth something in your heart and to you you should go for it . You have nothin to lose :)
And I'm always here to talk to . Like you are for me <3

And for me , I'll try take your point of view and the others into consideration . You guys always see the bigger pictee before I do but I hope this time I can prove you wrong and tell you confidently that I believe in change in others and have faith it'll work :) guess we'll just have to wait and see . .

Only time will tell
But I believe i'll be okayy whatever happens :)




And thank you Brandon and Jin and kt and law for always being there for me and listening to everything I say :)
I love you guys <3



OMG mummy said I can go to Jess's thingy :D
And my awesome little aunty might come to Australia to visit in the summer holidays of mum get persuade her to get a passport now ^^
Man I nearly cried when I heard . I miss her so much and she'll be so happy I got a skateboard and I can finally take her out shopping and to the beach and shout her everything and she can sleep EVERyWHERE and i can finally teach her to ride a bike and take her to the park and and ad tell her EVERYTHING 8) - my second mummy
Now I'm getting over my head ^^" fingers double . No TRiPLE crossed !! :)
I really really REALLY hope so !! Or else I'll see her over with my money ^^ miss her so incredibly much :(






And before I go , some quotes from the youngest sole sailor around the world , that touched my little heart ~
"it's amazing to have a dream but even more amazing to share it with others "
"what doesn't break us definitely makes us stronger ! "
"I'm just an ordinary girl wih a dream . . If even a girl who can't spell can write a best seller think how much more you guys can do ! "


And my favorite from chris brown - jokes Bowden
"everyone has challenges . It's how you respond to them that counts and makes you who you are . "





I don't need to spend all my time on Facebook and put my life up there and have people write on my wall and comment on everything and get a million friends for me to feel happy :) I'm good the way I am
I have all the people I love with me and that's all I need <3
Don't need additional unnecessary pain :) I've had enough of pain and being hurt




I need to work hard
I need to do well
I need to get out of this life

I need a new start after I get out is here







<3

When I first saw you I knew nothing's like it used to be
Boy you have to be the finest thig in history
The thing I feel inside is just too hard to understand
You feed my appetite in ways I can't explain

Like I've become some demon in the mind
You look so tasty I could eat you up alive

I'll eat you up