finished running an hour ago .
soaked through hurts everywhere but it feels great .
not even going to say how far



freaking out .
feel so unprepared . got like two hours of sleep last night  .
my heads all fuzzy . can't frikken sleep . what the hell


just wanted to thank you too .
for making me laugh . and making light of everything . for cheering up me when i was about to break .
you guys made my day . nearly perfect
thank you . i love you guys




i'm a bitch . í'm a whore . i'm selfish . i'm shallow . i'm heartless . i never understand .
i'm just a cow .

there you go . hope you're satisfied now .








yesterday . i don't even want to think about it .
my head's about to explode and i want to get out of here .
i don't know anything anymore








my little buddy . i'll talk to you tonight . later .
 thank you . for everything .






and you . i don't even know where i stand










call





<3

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life
Well, I've had just enough time