Devil on my shoulder, the lord as my witness
So on my Libra scale, I’m weighing sins and forgiveness
What goes around, comes around like a hula hoop

Karma is a bitch? Well just make sure that bitch is beautiful
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yes yes i haven't blogged for a while .
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life's a bitch . i don't really give a shit . play catch ups and diaries later
but right now i really need to let loose

so screw my swearing thing for just a second



but seriously . DON'T YOU FUCKING DARE CALL ME A RICH CHICK
i earnt EVERY dollar i have and i fucking save everything . i don't buy anything or even go out to eat like you . and i'm fucking saving for UNI already and everything so don't you dare judge me and assume that i'm some spoilt brat because of what i LOOK like and how i SEEM . maybe you're just blind because i'm a shitting actor . i've had to grow up around people like you my entire life and i've just about sick of being judge and gossiped about because of the way i dress or eat or act . i''m SORRY . but has anyone given you a MIRROR

so why don't you go screw yourself

i'm bloody sick of people like you judging me and not even knowing me at all .


i'm fucking sick of everything .


WHAT IS THIS FUCKERY .
i've had it stuck in my head for days and now i finally know why .

and i'm sick of your cowardly attitude .
yes runaway when things get hard . becuase that's not at all being a chicken .
whatever stupid attitude you care so much about .
yes bar me run away . whatever the fuck you want .
i give up TRYING to make things work


you know for ONE fucking second . i want things to be about ME . for once .
i don't give a shit how selfish that sounds . because fucking hell . everything's about you .
you make up all these stupid stories and make yourself like that greatest guy ever but seriously are you
you just do whatever anyone says
and you just hide away .
ever learn to grow some balls and fight
if you really wanted something you would fight for it



i'm fucking sick of being judged
i'm me and that's all i am .
dont you dar try to change who i am because fucking hell . that's why i'm me and you're you
i don't give a fuck what you think






aish i want to talk to lawrence and sam and jin

 fuck this







<3

Oh you think that you know me, know me
That's why I'm leaving you lonely, lonely
'Cause baby you don't know a thing about me