doesn't it agrivate you when people do things jsut because they think it's "cool" ?
- all i can say is . i hope you enjoy life .

because for me .
being "cool" is being as weird and unique as you can be . as individual as possible . and that includes weird quirks and all. because everyone's different and special and uniqe in their own ways . that's what makes them who they are . :) no one should change that or discriminate people because of that

and anyway .

who wants to be normal when you can be special ?


and plus .  have you thought through your brains what it means to do that kind of stuff ?
because my bestie can tell you all the JOYFUL things of it .






before i start .
HAPPY MIDAUTUMN FESTIVAL :)
yes i know it's spring here but meh .
hope yáll eating mooncake like crazy and going spaz HAHA



frikken unfit . >.<"
went running yesterday and it wasn't very far either . and did 1.6 , which i went like a bizillion minutes slower, and now my butt and thighs are tense -__-
unfit much .

going morning training in the holidays again .
EVERYDAY .



nothing particularly interesting today .
OH BOUGHT STRINGERS FOR THE FIRST TIME ! 8)
yes it's the cheese :P extremely yummy mind you .
my dearie pealed it for me ánd fed me because he's my slave ^^ omnomnom HEHE
made an awesome stringer cheese man :D . . then i ate him up ! 8)
oh randomly feel like going arvo tea with them baulk men again :P funny lads . and forgetful sherman >.>
oh I CAN MAKE AWESOME ICE RINGS NOW !! WOOTWOOT ! :D



but at maths we had a chit chat . for the first time in a long time :)
usually it's just more working and me talking to myself and rambling like a sped
WE NEED TO HAVE OUR AWESOME D&Ms AGAIN !!!! 8)
i miss them :(


T said wednesday's we're leading at highlite or something ^^
need to get the study off her still .
AND ASK ABOUT CAMP !
want to spend time with my awesome gals d&ming as usual ;D

OHOHOHOHOHOH WHICH REMINDS ME ~
LAWRENCE ! TELL ME IF YOU'RE COMING TO THE CAMP CAUSE THEN I WILL AND THEN I'LL HAVE TO ASK MY MOTHER THEN GIVE WIGGLESBOY CASH :)


oh and KENNY YOU ACTIVATED MY FACEBOOK ?!
can you deactivate again ^^"
it''s spamming my email >.<
don't want it . LOLOL
thank you me darl' <3

talking to my darling pouneh . long time no talk :(
need to fill you in on so much . and you need to tell me so much . . another boyfieee i'm guessing ;]








i realised today that the decisions that i make change and affect those around me and i'm sorry for any i've hurt , will hurt and have hurt .
       it was unintentional on my behalf . never expected it to happen . promised myself it wouldn't . 
not blame's still on me .
so sorry

if you don't know what i'm talking about . then ignore ~











my prayer for you ~

that one day you'll finally understand it . truely understand it all . not because i WANT you to . and just because you're doing it because you care about me .
where i'm coming from .
and that i hope one day you'll believe .
   beacause we're all out here praying for you . we have faith in you ~








off to work



ciao







<3

So maybe I'm a masochist
I try to run but I don't wanna ever leave