listening to my metal song thanks to markk . frikken AWESOMEEE 8)
because that's EXACTLY what i need right now . .
anger expressions ehhh .

mmmm still wonder how much a punching bag costs .
cause i killed anorah's hand last time ;D - sorry babee <3

oh DAMNNN i want to play the drums 8)))
i said i would for like . . . literally 7 years o.o
wow that is AGESS . going to save up for a kit ^^ HEHE . self learn or force someone . J-boy or somethinnngg



honestly
today was a pretty crappy day
but MEHH .
let's not talk about the negatives ^^

got told i had to hand in my elective history essay tomorrow o___o""
ehehehe . NO GOING TO HAPPEN .
well . it will . but crap quality >.<




OMFG saw angieee 8)))
my darlingggggg jesus-freak
my pretty GORGEOUS little girl ^^^
and she didn't recognise me *tut tut* apparently its'the long hair :P
tom-boyness still in her head i'm guessing :P


soccer was funny :P
REMINDS ME OF MY SKILL IN VOLLEYBALL 8)
i can hit the ball perfectly . . .backwards :P
TROLOLOL
i just stood backwards swagging my ass at queenie adn THUMB . bal goes it ;D
skill yeah ?
OHOHOHOHOH and anorah and her sexy abs ;D
babyy we're beaching and going to pool next next holidays
BIKINI TIME 8)))
which reminds me :)


lawrenceee bum bum :)
holidays running
8 am ?? or 730 ?? :)
its'going to get hot so earlier the better ^^
i swear apart from today i havne't talked to you PROPERLY in ages D:
I'LL TRY GO EXO CAMP :)




OHOHOH my twin emails me :)
that sweetie ~
i want to be overseas too >.>"""
jellyyy
lucky butt ~











and you guys wanted to know why i'm back with him . .

becaue i love him .


and even if might not work out or whatever . there's a reason that everythings happens and God has a plan for everything .
and i've learnt a lot :)

i know you guys don't like his guts . but i think i could and could've beaten you a tonne with the hate part .
but i think . that everyone deserves a second chance to prove themselves . and i believe in the power of faith and change :)
one of my ZILLION mottos - forgve and forget :) ~


like my baby adele says
sometimes it lasts in love . but sometimes it hurts instead

iono how's that related but its stuck in my head . blended into the screamo :P
but besides the point . i know how strong i can be so i WON'T hurt :)








<3


it seems like i'm buried alivee