it just starting to sink it
and i started bawling my eyes

i don't want you guys to go .
i love you guys .
i hate change . like this .
i want everything to stay the way it is now .
to take a picture . to make time stop . and have everything stay the way it is NOW .

i miss the way we were in year 7
and year eight

before school . why always funny starts to the day ? HAHAHA fireworks will NOT be possible hunny
saw my darling Tav . and we were talking .
and we went over to talk to her friend about some German thing
i miss the days when we were in year 7 and our biggest worries were whether or not we could finish out stupid Qi Hwung Di history essay crap .
or who was flirting with the most guys .

and primary .
the days of boy germs and girl germs

where  did all that time go ??


times flowing by
it's spinning too fast
and my head can't handle it
everything's moving right in front of my eyes .
i see it all go . but i can't feel it . it'doesn't seem real .

all this crying is giving me a headache .


i hate everything changing .



i wish you were here to make the world stop spinning






not in the mood for smilies .
sorry


my twin . have fun tonight <3 sure you'll blow her mind out and look gorge in your guess clothes !

lawrence -
i'll meet you and delaney on the late train . usual carriage . i'll bring the cash . don't worry about brining any . . and thank you <3 . oh and i got him to come too .
and we need to go running together again . and chat . and d&m .





young .
i'm going to miss you so much
yes i'm being a baby .
but i know i will

and this mood blows everything out of proportion




i need to go talk to karishma again



and i made brownies today
not even excited anymore




and hunny
for today thank you

and the chocolate too





the things i feel









<3

hey stranger
how you been
seems like i'm standing on the outside looking in