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♣ it's a BEAUTIFUL life

Friday, 24 June 2011 || 19:59

Beauty is skin-deep .

TRUE beauty is from within .

13:45.5 min

Didn’t get to go on the comp yesterday so a quick recap –
Had a guest conductor for band .
Me and ravy were texting each other freaking out cause we both missed our trains .
Oh the guy was AWESOMEEE 8)
HI Y’ALL
Now it’s stuck in my head .
His wicked Kentucky accent .

Made the BEST soup in food tech 8)
I think I’m starting to get the hang of handling chilli things in my mouth :P
Soo yummy . Go Ethiopia HAHA

Careers with Dr T . on me and neda want to do the confectioner’s course together after xD
Playing with chocolate and making sweets , sounds like the right course for me HAHA ;D
MMMM but I found out there’s only ONE uni in Sydney that gives physio . .
Oh dearie . pressure .

Went to ortho
Got blue braces and fluro elastics WOOTWOOT xD

And of COURSE to top off my wickedass day .
I GOT A JOB OFFER 8) one I wasn’t expecting at ALL . just out of the blue ^^
Fingers crossed I actually GET the job though . the person has to ask her boss HAHA
Will say more IF I get it :P

Okayyy so back to the present :)

We had high resolves facilitating for the ENTIRE DAY .
My GOSH the school has such BEAUTIFUL cameras 8)
IWANTIWANTIWANT ! oh ONEEE day !
Facilitating with anna and mluk :)
Mluk . you poo . I officially hate you now T____T I want ! haha nah <3
Omnomnomnomnom
Couldn’t remember the names of all the peeps in my group .
Some of them were all attitude-y and I just wanted to go SLAPSLAPSLAPSLAP at them .
Some were nice though ^^

Saw my beautiful baby Tav ^^ sweet little child .
Need to talk to her again . Monday lunch date . WOOOOO
Can’t believed she moved . houses and groups .
LOL our lovely friendly sesh-es . xD
Makes my day .
Scary . all her friends know me now . o_o
they all say hi and I just stand there going ^^”” who are you ?
and bitchimin’s not a . bitch . o.o she’s actually pretty nice !! :)
see . never listen to what people say to you . make your own decisions and judgements .
and oh MY . this random walked up to me and said she sees me running in my blue shorts o.o
i swear . too many people realise its me .

went running .
went crazy phototaking .
practically got ATTACKED by this little malteze >.< so frikken territorial .
then I saw my beloved cat friend ^^
she’s so cute x3
HAHA was talking to her .
I swear I’m going insane or something . talking to a cat . but who doesn’t love furry friends ? x3

Ran a bit further . threw up and nearly started crying
There was this possum on the road . and it had gotten run over by a car .
Its gut were literally spread out all over the road . just spread out for like 30 metres .
I mean how can we just do that ? kill innocent animals .
Stupid cars .

went to the oval .
pounded there for a while .
saw this REALLLYYYYY cute guy x3
YES . he’s Asian HAHA
Really adorable . trying to tackle his friend . and failing

oh Carmen just called me .
made me fall of my chair . I really need a ringtone >.<
MAN I swear she’s lost so much weight . . anywayy .

And babyy .
I understand what you mean .
When it happens I just think about all the things that I’LL do in the future and what I’ll become and then I’m happy :)
No matter what . you can’t let ANYONE get to you .
They can say all they want . but are they PERFECT ? no . then what they say is just bogus crap :)
Let them say whatever the hell they want to about themselves . I mean seriously YEAHYEAHYEAHYEAHYEAHYEAHYEAH . you’re beautiful . you’re perfect . you’re God . HAPPY ?!?!?
Maybe someday in the future we’re show them . oh snap . HA ;D
I love you . <3 smile . you’re gorgeous when you do :)
You’re strong . I know you are .
So be strong :) I’ll always be here for you . I know I don’t always seem like it . but I am
And whatever happens . you’re not alone . <3

I guess today I realised and thought about stuff .

Why are some people so UTTERLY selfish ?
complementing themselves and just putting everyone else down .
I mean . YEAHHH in PE they always say ‘oh self esteem’ and what . but seriously . tredding on other people to make YOURSELF feel better is REALLY low . lowest of the low .
And if you’re that beautiful then why don’t you just hook yourself up to a modelling company .
get it over and done with .
I hate the way my friends get hurt .
I hate the way my friends get treated .
I hate seeing them sad .
Friends don’t hurt each other . that’s only fake people who really have NO life and NO morals .

I don’t understand .
How people can be so cruel .
How humans can be so inhumane .

I guess I really opened my eyes up to the surrounding today .
Just everything . was breath-taking
I just wanted to get a camera and take everything in .
The simplest things in life are the most beautiful .
The sunset .
The cracks in the pavement .
The graffiti on the bridge just juxtaposes the soft trees beside it .
The silhouette of the tall tree by the sun .

Everything .

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
1.       Talk to me
2.       Listen to my endless whinging without complaining or giving me the dirties
3.       Sweet personality – especially not being self centred
4.       Nice smile matched with a cute laugh
5.       Smelling nice
6.       Not afraid and shy to come up to me and talk in front of everyone else .
7.       A person who gives nice warm cosy hugs x3
8.       And because I’m just that shallow ; a nice body . OMNOMNOM abs and hot arms :D

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